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beginning i happy to get this offer but i desire to reject it..kmns is a strange word for me.before til secondary scl,i oso study in chinese scl,nvr study in the malay scl.thinking and thinking more and more,next month have to go there "live" with malay friends,feeling nervous and scare..think that need to share a room v other 3 malay friends,that experience is nvr tried before.but everything jus follow fate la..let the god decides the rest.like to imagine how are my roommates’ face and can we communicate??beginning,i really difficult to talk to them n hard to understand with malay language.i think they use so much shortcut in malay like "ko-op",u know wat is tat mean??act mean koperasi.i really give them "zadao"!!tat y ocassionally i hard to know wat is that wrd act??always ask them again,i think they shud be think that i m so "mafan" ba.haha..n they just say"tak apa lah",then i just smile n let it go..paiseh lo..i admire some of my fren can talk malay fluently v them as before they study at malay scl.so cant blame me that i weak to speak.right!!but aft few months,i can follow wat their say..even sometime oso donoe certain word cos they talk so fasss,like all the malay words combine together.hey man take it easy la..sometime make my brain kek har kek har,cos like need to translate the language to my own language..due to make me easy,so wat they talk "dangzuoerbianfeng"concentrate n focus do my assignment.1st week at there,人生地不熟,i like to choose wat friends i like to join n differentiate them..sure beta join v fren who are very nice n "dian" n can help each other.所谓“在家靠父母，出外靠朋友。at there,everything depend me and sometime feel bad mood or stress,friend are the one beside to accompany me,console me,make me smile.thanks my "classmates"!you know i mean who la..h6p4..just lasy month,july,we compulsory must hand up a muet assignment by tuesday.act i dy finis it pretty pretty on the weekends.i stay at my relative house and burn midnight oil to type thousand n thousand of word in a folio.due to technical n spirit problem,i just taip 2 to 3 pages only and i also felt asleep.so never mind,saturday do it la..i demand jiannjiunn to help me taip coz he is more "pro" and fortunate finis it in the whole noon time and make us cant go out gai gai tim..thanks jiannjiunn,no u ,i sure die on tuesday!!haha..that day my pretty xiao gu cooks many delicious food for me especially the mushroom and asam fish,make straight up the "damuzhi"!! fine,everthing will be ok till i back to scl,i let my folio check by my friend,she tell me need "double spacing".i get scare gradually coz i carelessly delete the file that i taip.if do again is impossible.act i do not have the idea to "taip" it all over again and think that the most important is the content.but my other fren tel me if dont change perhaps lacturer wil deduct around 5 marks.the whole folio just got 15 marks.i very scare and sad feel wanna to cry.i do it for the whole weekend but lastly cant work!??that time dy finis my makmal class n have to rush to DK3.i endure to dont cry n feel suffer.cos i have no laptop to do it again.my friends chase me n tell me they will help me to do it.dont scare!!i feel touch n happy,think really enouf time to do it,i just left 1 day only?ying sing n ah kew come to my room to help me and ysing helps me borrow a laptop.they read n i try to taip it fas.we jus bz this aft our class at 4 pm.these friends accompany me to finis it till night.finally,i done it around11pm!!do u believe??i very sincere to thanks my dearest friends,no u,i sure cant finis it!!thanks gan,kew,sing!!i sure will bring some perak foods to u..haha.. my kmns,my recent 2nd house now..(just 1years)i live here for dy 4months since 15may,i still remember it deeply.cos my first time to leave home to a "sankala" place where no fren no relative no family..so pity..before 1 weeks to go kmns,everynight i cant sleep cos i really hesitated to leave this accompany me dy 18 years’ eaves home sweet home.act i not willing to go kmns at 1st,but my dad hardly advise me to go for it.cos i don want to go there,i feel there is..my biao jie tel me wat oso cheap cheap cheap, no "ytilauq".GUess!!??my ideal college is taylor.i think that kmns is not my ideal way to study.i dislike there cos there is no entertainment around,its really a boring place ..u know!!the most is i not really believe the course there.feel like no safety to study there.i search wide range of information n compare many aspects.finally i be guai guai nv n listen my dad say follow him le..my dad promise me if i get good result n also study at kmns,he wil offer me to study abroad.tat 1 the reason to study at kmns..i really admire many of my senior n my biao jie gt the chance to study overseas.i wil study hard to gt the chance too.i desire explore the foreign world and study there.that is my dream!!i know i can be independent to survive there,my seniour can,me oso can!!i will not give up to leave the kmns whereby de way tat lead me to u.i know many kmns fren,some still stay but some choose to leave due to their personal reason.i feel that i can independent to live from every aspect but jus 1 i cant stand at there—is my heart.1st week at kmns is orientation week,beginning i really hate this kind of program,at first i feel that it is wasting time to hear lots of "wu liao" talk and we also have to run all over the college.u know!!!!our scl build on the mountain,the road quite steep.before 1 week,i have phone to my kind n nice senior(peiyu),she tel me lots bout kmns facilities n environment.we have chat a whole night.she dy graduate and me jus starting it only.i really grateful her that teach me n willing to spend her time to tel me bout kmns.she also lend me an elephant teeth to prevent me from "dirty things".zi ling my good fren at kmns,thanks be my fren here even though just 3 weeks together here..i bless u n wish u gt the best results too!!act when u tel me u want to leave kmns, i really dont believe it.at the moment u tel me u to register out,i only know 你是来真的!!aft u leave here a few days,i can tell u i really got cry due to u,cos "bu she de" and suddenly feel unsafety cos lose a close fren here.and many others stil do not know yet.feel no friends no "an quan gan’. happy to know u here,really!!but i will learn more strong to survive,dont worry..