***zaza***

i dy have 2 years celebrate x'mas v jiannjiunn. since i small, i always admire those couple can celebrate any special days v her beloved. As i grow up i got the chance to sweet sweet v dear zuzu...thx my mummy very much..if not she allow me to outing, i think we hav no chance to go out ler. i am a girl who very care about my mummy's feeling. if she unhappy, then i also feel sad.
if she feel happy, i am willing to do anything for her..she is my powerful superwoman in the world. I love my mummy very much!!

That day, i shopping v mummy, i m very happy coz i help her find hunhun's new year clothes. Finally,we found 2 long pants and 2 handsome shirt for my little fat cute naughty hunhun for around 2hours.nowadays, children stuff also need spending time to find..The clothes is not nice there. We hardly find the best quality and cheaper clothes for my little brother.Also,he had a big big size. we hardly find a suitable size for him in children category.We just can get the largest size of age 13-14.His enormous fat little size can almost reach same as my size dy..really swt=.=! Besides, i also help mummy find the "piang liang jiang"formal shirt for her staff. hehe..i wan "xiao shun" her as much as possible when i beside her. As usual, i got to study and leave the house. There is no more chance for me to help her do this do that like before. Just got holiday, i can alleviate her burdens bit. 真是“世上只有妈妈好”，一点也没错! i also accompany mummy and aunt go through many boutique at Kuchai lama which is nearby the papparich..wuahaha..got yuan fen to go there again nia..i buy jo some clothes..hehe..happppyyyy..

my daddy is not bad too. Although he did'nt say out that he is love our sibling but he do all the things is due to us and due to happiness. Recently, i just simply say out want to save $$ to buy a camera, then my daddy say can sponsor me..i so excited to hear that cos as usual my daddy wont allow us to waste $$..Lastly, i get my 1st camera in m life. That's indeed useful. It is samsung ST500. I get this product by courier from 1 of the samsung company. They are very well service and got called me to ask whether get the camera safely or not. i get a big box from a skynet man. He pass it to me at Chui Chak. It is really very geng as it has double screen so that i can 自拍as i want.It costs just RM1000++ only.It is touch screen too..I love it so much..It becomes a part of my life.thanks daddy...i love u....:*

wohoo…i have been not write blog for so long time…once i write, there sure be something wrong or something awesome recently.cos i wan to distress all those things out.i hard to say out to my families especially my parents.i know them are the only 1 that are very support and proud to me because i got quite well results and future. but recently,my future is seem in danger—>frankly i failed 1package in my finals.i really unexpected it is happened on me.that really shame on me and all those my families and buddies.i ady struggle hard through few days but not dare to tel my mummy.i scare she will worry me as she dy had so many things to think due to her new beauty saloon shop is going to open.i feel sad as i very scare i fail again in the resit exam 10days soon.nobody can stop me to cry except i overcome it! i keeping drop the tears nonstop nonstop..who can save me from this suffering.can any1 teach me to think more positively?! i really gonna crazy…i don’t know how to study only can pass.i dy work hard but still defeat.i feel i really selfish as i always bring out something sad to my lovely listener..so i promise i would make out something special and happy moment in my blog next time.ok..so sorry..now i cannot cry and sit for dying only. i should courage and think positively and work even more hard to do it.so my face only can make it thick to resit it.that is my 1st time experience to resit. the people that have been resit sure have gone through big decision and thinking.i only realize the true feeling.we can not look down them.they are success people in the future.but then how about me? i just can try to do it. nex sem hav to work harder and harder…so sorry daddy mummy………..:(

this weekend have to go back kmns…dont wan..dont wan…dont wan….i dont wan leave this home sweet home..just now 12am,my parents just had gone to travel to sarawak.i feel "bu she de" cos this weekend they cant accompany me back to scl.they still havent bac yet when i go bac to scl.i so sad..so feel to cry…i see their back to go into uncle’s car and leave..i 100% expect this time i back to scl,sure cry for 1 week only calm down my mood.haha…cos i have my exam on oct,will lesser bac to home le.i must be stay there and fight.everytime leave and say goodbye v my family,turn my face,the tears sure split out automatically.this normal la act.perhaps me is pieces in horoscope, so i will easily get out tears..on the 2nd starting scl day,i will have my muet speaking test.i so so so nervous and donoe how lei…camparing at home,like a big pig,jus know eat and sleep.got mummy prepare everything..prepare food and everything.inversely at scl,there is a hectic and full-activities life,i must be keep my mind to start the kmns life again.i must do everything by myself on time.nobody to ngo me to eat or bath.starting scl like many many many quiz are coming soon..and more challenging test or exam are coming soon….huh..thinking that..cant breathe ar…and everyday need to walk that steep but suffer but long road bac to hostel.1 word"cham"..exercise meg…evryday always to daydream got an automatic lift to fetch me to hostel.when i reach my room,dy no energy and just lay down on the bed..and breathe enough oxygen..phew~this time my scl be the host of all other college matrix,and unfortunately my room is for football boy stay!!!i imagine that their smelly and sweating body sleep on my bed..uaks..just feel itchy..i don wan they sleep on my bed,get out of my room!!i wan to say"u keluar dari kmns!"..our math teacher口头禅..yeng lei..he had been scold 1 gal to get out of his lecturer hall in front of 200 of us that dint do his assignment,luckily is not me,if not paiseh lo.别丢华人的脸咯，哈哈。。tat time he say"u keluar sekarang!!"with a full power strong voice.all of us shock and 傻眼le and have a fixed gaze at him.he must be feel triumphant v ours’ face.and his slogan is used by us for fun always.this time back to scl,sure nid to sterilize my whole place.wahaha..due to this kakom,we need to move all the things at room back home.like moving house.and this weekend i have to move all the things back too.gaily,dizzy,headache lo…i think 1 lorry oni enough to carry all the things,kiki..somemore my hostel many fierce black disgusted cat.i hate them much much.cos they disrupted my life.some cats move around outside my room,make me scare and cant go out to toilet.yoo..sometime they quarrel outside make big noisy really made someone irritated.my roommate owaz make fun v me tel me that "outside gt cat waiting for me??!!"wa~~dont ply ply la..haha..i remember i bit die jo 2 cockroach.how great of me leh!!i really cant stand got any dirty creatures around me.1 day at midnight,i saw a cockroach on my table.i just woke up awhile and stunned,suddenly discovered "its" existence make me jump out and more woke up.i try to take some book to bit it..waiting for chance..see..point to the target..and bit it hard hard..it is died but left some hatred but itchy blood behind.opps..want to vomit lo..hope all the creatures separate from me 3尺，离越远越好！my 4eva home sweet home,i miss u so much..mum dad,i promise i wil study hard,no ply ply,wait me…home sweet home,i will be back!!