***zaza***

this weekend have to go back kmns…dont wan..dont wan…dont wan….i dont wan leave this home sweet home..just now 12am,my parents just had gone to travel to sarawak.i feel "bu she de" cos this weekend they cant accompany me back to scl.they still havent bac yet when i go bac to scl.i so sad..so feel to cry…i see their back to go into uncle’s car and leave..i 100% expect this time i back to scl,sure cry for 1 week only calm down my mood.haha…cos i have my exam on oct,will lesser bac to home le.i must be stay there and fight.everytime leave and say goodbye v my family,turn my face,the tears sure split out automatically.this normal la act.perhaps me is pieces in horoscope, so i will easily get out tears..on the 2nd starting scl day,i will have my muet speaking test.i so so so nervous and donoe how lei…camparing at home,like a big pig,jus know eat and sleep.got mummy prepare everything..prepare food and everything.inversely at scl,there is a hectic and full-activities life,i must be keep my mind to start the kmns life again.i must do everything by myself on time.nobody to ngo me to eat or bath.starting scl like many many many quiz are coming soon..and more challenging test or exam are coming soon….huh..thinking that..cant breathe ar…and everyday need to walk that steep but suffer but long road bac to hostel.1 word"cham"..exercise meg…evryday always to daydream got an automatic lift to fetch me to hostel.when i reach my room,dy no energy and just lay down on the bed..and breathe enough oxygen..phew~this time my scl be the host of all other college matrix,and unfortunately my room is for football boy stay!!!i imagine that their smelly and sweating body sleep on my bed..uaks..just feel itchy..i don wan they sleep on my bed,get out of my room!!i wan to say"u keluar dari kmns!"..our math teacher口头禅..yeng lei..he had been scold 1 gal to get out of his lecturer hall in front of 200 of us that dint do his assignment,luckily is not me,if not paiseh lo.别丢华人的脸咯，哈哈。。tat time he say"u keluar sekarang!!"with a full power strong voice.all of us shock and 傻眼le and have a fixed gaze at him.he must be feel triumphant v ours’ face.and his slogan is used by us for fun always.this time back to scl,sure nid to sterilize my whole place.wahaha..due to this kakom,we need to move all the things at room back home.like moving house.and this weekend i have to move all the things back too.gaily,dizzy,headache lo…i think 1 lorry oni enough to carry all the things,kiki..somemore my hostel many fierce black disgusted cat.i hate them much much.cos they disrupted my life.some cats move around outside my room,make me scare and cant go out to toilet.yoo..sometime they quarrel outside make big noisy really made someone irritated.my roommate owaz make fun v me tel me that "outside gt cat waiting for me??!!"wa~~dont ply ply la..haha..i remember i bit die jo 2 cockroach.how great of me leh!!i really cant stand got any dirty creatures around me.1 day at midnight,i saw a cockroach on my table.i just woke up awhile and stunned,suddenly discovered "its" existence make me jump out and more woke up.i try to take some book to bit it..waiting for chance..see..point to the target..and bit it hard hard..it is died but left some hatred but itchy blood behind.opps..want to vomit lo..hope all the creatures separate from me 3尺，离越远越好！my 4eva home sweet home,i miss u so much..mum dad,i promise i wil study hard,no ply ply,wait me…home sweet home,i will be back!!