***zaza***

wohoo…i have been not write blog for so long time…once i write, there sure be something wrong or something awesome recently.cos i wan to distress all those things out.i hard to say out to my families especially my parents.i know them are the only 1 that are very support and proud to me because i got quite well results and future. but recently,my future is seem in danger—>frankly i failed 1package in my finals.i really unexpected it is happened on me.that really shame on me and all those my families and buddies.i ady struggle hard through few days but not dare to tel my mummy.i scare she will worry me as she dy had so many things to think due to her new beauty saloon shop is going to open.i feel sad as i very scare i fail again in the resit exam 10days soon.nobody can stop me to cry except i overcome it! i keeping drop the tears nonstop nonstop..who can save me from this suffering.can any1 teach me to think more positively?! i really gonna crazy…i don’t know how to study only can pass.i dy work hard but still defeat.i feel i really selfish as i always bring out something sad to my lovely listener..so i promise i would make out something special and happy moment in my blog next time.ok..so sorry..now i cannot cry and sit for dying only. i should courage and think positively and work even more hard to do it.so my face only can make it thick to resit it.that is my 1st time experience to resit. the people that have been resit sure have gone through big decision and thinking.i only realize the true feeling.we can not look down them.they are success people in the future.but then how about me? i just can try to do it. nex sem hav to work harder and harder…so sorry daddy mummy………..:(